When we think of the desert fathers, one of the first to come to mind is likely to be today’s saint, Saint Anthony the Abbott. In fact, he is often thought of as the father of wilderness monastic thought through asceticism.
Anthony was born in upper Egypt in the year 251 to a wealthy family, but his parents died while he was young. In the wake of this, he was extremely moved by the following passage that we heard today from the Gospel of Matthew, “If you would be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor.”
That’s exactly what he did. He sold everything and gave it to the poor. Then, he moved out to the Egyptian desert wilderness to live a life of growing virtue and holiness through prayer, poverty, and solitude.
He became known for his virtue and was sought out for spiritual direction. After a while he began to ponder moving out deeper into the wilderness.
At this point, a voice came to him from heaven saying: “Anthony, where are you going? And why?” Anthony answered: “All these people will not let me be quiet. They cause me weariness here and above all they want me to do things I am not able.”
The voice spoke again: “Even if you go as you want, you will have twice as much to go undergo. If you truly desire a solitary life, go into the inner desert.”
It seems Saint Anthony truly followed Jesus into the desert,…exteriorly, yes; but more importantly, interiorly. The interior desert is where Anthony was shown the path to true life, fullness of joy, and delight in the refuge of God.
The lesson for us is that when we can properly detach ourselves from the busyness of life and from the noise of the world, we can have a true encounter with the Lord and we can obtain the promise of His rest.
Fortunately, we don’t have to move to some remote desert cave to heed the lesson of Saint Anthony the Abbot. Instead of traveling to some remote desert destination, we can journey inward to the innermost recesses of the interior desert of the indwelling Trinity. That spot “where the Holy Spirit speaks to you,” as Pope Saint John Paul II would say.
There are a number of ways we can make this journey. We can make a holy hour with the blessed sacrament in Adoration. We can spend a few minutes of meditation in the presence of the tabernacle following Mass. We can make a silent retreat at the White House or other similar spiritual facility. We can retreat to a private room for silent prayer or to ponder the Word of God. We can take a quiet walk in the woods. Whatever we choose, the key is to make ourselves available, completely surrendering to the moment, and allowing the Holy Spirit to draw us ever deeper into the holy silence.
The life of Saint Anthony the Abbot personifies the human desire for peace and tranquility, and gives us a blueprint for how to achieve it. He gives us an example of how to let go of the distractions of life and how to silence the voices of the world, the flesh, and the devil. Through this example, may we more clearly hear God speaking to us through the silent whisper and more fully respond to Him in charity. Through the holy silence, all things are possible for God.
Thanks be to God!